What was I thinking?

Okay, yeah...so the dust is settling, and I'm beginning to go back to where I was before I was stabbed with that bare bodkin of his (no pun intended). I question him, I question my feelings for him... I'm back at square 1.5

At least I've found out exactly what type of guy I'm into though: Deep guys. The really smart ones who like to philosophize and and can talk about anything. Ones that if you let them talk, can go forever, but who'll also get you involved in the conversation. Guy's with conversational arete, if you will. The downside of this type of guy is that those take a while to grow up. They are free spirits who likely won't settle down until they're like... 30+, possibly even 40+. I hope I'm wrong about that though.